If you feel this may possibly relate to you, please seek aid soon. The condition is a downward spiral that only you can pull oneself out of. 2 years ago I was in this exact situation, and it required just about all that I could muster to liberate myself from the problem. If you're at all distressed by these signs or symptoms, or feel you have one or much more of the signs of nervous breakdown please refer yourself to the guide which effectively treated me. This site is simply unlike any other... I've tried atleast 5 myself before this, and kick myself daily for not finding this first. Good luck!